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星期六, 11月 28, 2009 I wished I was more understanding. I wished I was a better person. I wished I had put in more effort. You said I fuss over little things. But I was trying hard to talk to you about anything. Trying to find some topic to talk about, to get rid of the awkward silence everytime we go out. I was trying to make you laugh abit by saying some silly jokes. Or even do some silly action hoping you will laugh at me. But it seemed that you cannot take joke cos you never laughed. Instead you will glare at me. I was hurt everytime, do you know? You've a short temper I know. I thought I didn't mind. But I realised I did mind... I became more and more vexed.. I get irritated at the slightest thing. I'm exhausted. I don't look forward to meeting you anymore. Cos something bad will bound to happen. You will always end up getting angry with me for over small things. You even have to argue with me over a dead knot. I may be wrong but you can correct me nicely. You can laugh at me for being stupid. But you had to flare up and insist that I'm wrong... You said we're over. Fine. I'm actually disappointed with myself for not being able to look at these positively. I wished I like you to glare at me, flare up at me, scold me, whatever. But I couldn't. I'm sorry. 11:44 下午
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